Not Alone
Voices
With no sound
Voices that can’t be heard
A voice that screams silently
A voice that doesn’t scream alone
A life that lives peacefully
A life that dies in terror
A life ripped from home
A life not going alone
A cell no longer
A life that has become
A life that screams silently
A life not dieing alone
Did You Love Me?
The meeting of two to create me
Without regard of the life I could have become
The night is over
We all go home
Nothing seems different
No one was phased
The next day comes
And then it goes
Destruction repeats itself
But no one is phased
But I am changing I’m bigger now
The next month comes
My blood is flowing
My heart is beating
I even have a brain
Mommy was sick in the morning
I’m not to sure why
Every morning mommy is sick now
But every night I see a bottle
I see different big men
It doesn’t make me feel good
It hurts
It takes all the fight I have to stay alive
Does mommy know I’m here?
Does she know I hurt?
2 months have come and gone
Since the two came together to create me
I have fingers
Hands
When I move them I can feel things
There are things over my eyes too
But I am still hurting
But I want to push on
I know I can
Mommy loves me …
She will help me all she can
The bottle is gone
I don’t see any big men
But I feel something that hurts
Hurts more than normal
It’s sticking into me
Ouch my leg
It’s being pulled!
MOMMMY
MOMMMY
NOOOOO
WHAT ARE YOU DOING
I LOVE YOU
DON’T LEAVE ME
I’m talking from heaven now
Where I will always be
I fought as hard as I could
But mommy didn’t want me
When mommy comes to heaven to meet me
When mommy comes to her eternity
I’ll ask:
Did you love me?
